Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Musical Meditations

I want eat in harmony with the earth
But your money leaves me too poor
I want to vibrate in tune with
The universe, but the way
You space your days, leaves
Me no time to meditate
Only situate money and false senses of security
My soul screams to no beats just ohms
Not war drums
Not coupons
Consumer replaced citizens
This spirit refuses to submit
Routinely challenge the stranglehold
Of this societies cultureless democracy
,as it eats away at the paths ,that
We were, supposed to walk upon

Tribes gather around the moon
Nuclear winter present time tense
Rain pain from shameless faces in the night
Ignite the mine
And find the line
Between higher civilization
Mutation, rotation, exchange
The range of song

Through musical meditations
We pop cops without ever firing a single shot
And with this spark we start that fire burning
In a generations lost sleeping heart

Beats revive
Souls alive
ohm
we watch the rise and fall of our thoughts
like the civilizations born before us

When I close my eyes
I see kittens nursing
And pink, and green, and yellow flowers morphing
The tantra-cism of life making love to itself, watching
Nature give birth to itself, reminds me of how beautiful
The world can be.
These fleeting glimpses of reality
Through the haze of ugliness surrounding this world
Give me the strength to carry on. I want to put my body
Into yours so that we can both be one, sex is spiritual
This is how the human race began.
And life goes on
Yes life goes on
Life goes on and on
And we belong wherever we are right now
And girl I love the way you make that sound
And uh- I wanna take you around the globe
And watch our souls explode
And the seasons change rearranging brainwaves
With blessings for all to see-
The fall leaves us all behind
Wondering where the passions of the summer went
Picture framed become symbolic of the things we used to represent
And we never met ourselves until this moment in time
When nature unfolding presents your heart to mine
And all the things we’ve both neglected
Here reflecting on the past
Didn’t matter then much like this blade of grass
That I pull from your hair
And as it blows in the wind
Now becomes then and this moment
Is zen again

As our auras dancing in candle light symphonies
Of passionate life changing intimacy
Recycling itself toward infinity
As we remove our shells
With each and every breathe
Realize that the lips we kiss
Have all been touched by death
And as shattered dreams seem
To be all that’s left
The mind pushes the body
From east to west.

When I close my eyes
Parkway signs fly by
Toll plaza divides
You gotta pay to drive
Taxes destroy lives
Capitalism is organized crime

How many people gotta die
Before we open our eyes
And realize that this world
Is a disguise and we’s got
The power to fly, once we
Materialize the freedom that
Exist within our minds.

Fuck crime and drugs and war
Look deep within the ghetto
And score philosophical conversations
With the young and the poor
We are not just people
We are so much more
That what we constantly
Bargain for.

When I close my eyes
I am frolicking through poppy fields
Peeking in the girls locker room
And busting a load all over the principles face
I’ve got a mound that breaks into a million
White lines so I can blow a thousand
Words at my feet covered in snow
Carnivalish pier bumps key into the haunted house
Brownies filled with weed
So that our minds get cleared
And as I peered out the blinds
Two pigs appeared, the mushrooms
That I ate made that night seem weird.

Limbs mingle with limbs
So that we can begin
Catch a fleeting glimpse
Of spirituality, being one
With reality, and the world
Fades away as we float into space.

With each moan you heal
My flesh, bones, and soul
Those lips touch mine
Setting my body on fire
And some kisses stop time
Like this one
And I explode
Into infinite particles
Of molecules turned
To lust, passion, and greed.

Uncontrolled hormones planting
The seeds of living among us tonight

Whatever the consequences
My actions were committed
With the best of intensions.

When I close my eyes
I kill cupid
Steal his arrows
And shoot you straight through the heart
I want to stab you with love
So you bleed the passions
Of your soul to me
And I’ll drink these passions
Digest them and make them
My own,
I’ll slit my wrists and let them drip
Into the slit below your waist
Allowing you to purely taste my world
And all of its mistakes,
And we’ll stand frozen in time
Together, alone in the circuits
Of space. Zen is this moment,
Still, fragmented,
And beautiful.

When I close my eyes
I die a thousand times
Just to stay alive
And I just want to die
And I blow out my mind with a nine
Just to stay alive
And my life slips away
Eternity breaks into days
Numbered and separated with names
Like January, and march, and Mondays
Are so mundane and I don’t know where
To start living like a human
We find 13 moons in the ruins
Of our emotional tombs.

When I close my eyes
I paint landscapes of mushrooms and acid
And cats dancing with the colors yellow
Purple blue and red, the seeds sprout from
Dread to dread, barber shop quartets sing real
World blues, machine shop workers
Singing we won’t be your tool
Finger prints into nail beds
And the future molds our present bodies
Into karma beings

Erotic thoughts mount confusion
On the brains molested by teenage years
Of drug beating and awkward cheap feels
WE FUCK
To take our minds off things
WE FUCK
To give ourselves a break
From the struggles of our times
2012 and 2013 will be the most creative years
In human existence, and its up to us
To push it into balance
WE FUCK
To heal our souls for an instant
To bring us back to the eternal oneness
And universal breath work of light sound
And emotions
WE FUCK
Because its so hard to meditate
And we need to be sent to zen nirvana
WE FUCK
Because we have to pay for marijuana

When I close my eyes
I see Jerry and he is glorious
And not ignoring us, bird song
Chirps in the wind, as sound waves
Break the skin, and the wrongs we
Did back then don’t even matter anymore.
The human brain is a whore
And my cock is the cure
So let me fuck your head

I’m dead now and
Everything is exactly the same.

When I close my eyes
I am saved, world rearranged
Got my life straight, I’m in school now
And an active member of the republican club.
I donate my money to the PBA, and I only watch
Fox New. I’m addicted to TV
America = Free
And I got the middle class blues
Wearin my dirty black boy shoes

When I close my eyes
I see mass protests against police raids
And terrorist names
FREE MUMIA
He was framed
FUCK OBAMA
He should be maimed
For the armies of enslaved Americans
He should be dragged through the street
Like Mussolini kissing Hitlers fascist feet
I am patriot 1, 2, and 3
Its them verses us
The peoples army

Daydreams of taking fox news hostage
On a live satellite feed
And shooting Bill O’rielly
Between his fucking eyes on national TV
Then reading a manifesto called
Don Juan’s linguistic speech
“Your eyes can only see
What your brain lets your believe
Language is mixed symbols
That our souls subtly release…”

I paint hieroglyphics on your screen
With the blood of the diseased
Constantly hearing the screams
But I can still feel the beat

FUCK WORLD TRADE
Seattle is embedded in my brain
FUCK PRESIDENTIAL CAMPAIGNS
2 party corporate games
Insane propaganda recap
Bin Laden CIA ties
United history of lies
Bondage and bloodshed
Blue and white star strangled
Flags stained red
Infinite inmates in the morgue
Tagged dead

You stupid fucking materialistic pigs
Stop basking in your own shit
Babylon will fall and your bacon faces will catch it
The revolution will not be televised
But its elastic, pacifistic, and utterly fantastic
People fucking in the streets, smoking weed
With no distractions, see we’re still screaming
FUCK THE POLICE, even after all that history’s
Let happen.

When I close my eyes
My whole world disappears
And my whole being shoots through the stratosphere
Ass on toilet seat and bowels full of meat
Sudden realization that mindsets aren’t concrete
Been trapped in ideologies for so long
Idling along separating right from wrong
All I want to do is sing my song
FUCK BABYLON
FUCK BABYLON
FUCK BABYLON
And all your abicrombian bullshit
Why are we all so pussy whipped

When I close my eyes
I realize that television
Controls my life
Along with billboards
Drugs and a deranged mind
Depressions becoming the sign of our times
And I see terrorist plots
Masked by crooked cops
Concealing CIA funded demolition shots
Into our hearts, beat stops
As buildings drop like flies
To the ground

When I close my eyes
I see buildings and skyscrapers
Mass jungles made of concrete
Counter culture spores giving birth to bare feet
Rumbling thunder and lightning make my heart bleed
To the beat of war drums
My thumb pushes the needle into
Complete secreteness, and I am sleeping
In the land of women and drugs for the night

When I close my eyes
I scribe poems about half hours
Of every day life and dance in the
Passion of romance, with heroin
Turned to methadone
Leaving me here all alone
With my untamed
Scattered brain
And no where to place the blame

When I close my eyes
I see myself as a drunken mess
Crying alone on bathroom floor
News broken by girlfriend of someone
Else right now, I am all alone in a cloud
Of sudden amnesia and denial. I am all
Alone now. I second guess every decision
I make. Incisions scar the soul. I’ve seen
Four too many wakes, in five months that
Feel like one day.

When I close my eyes
I am reborn
Old spirit, new body
Universe guiding me home.

When I close my eyes
I am not alone
Musical arrangements play the notes of my soul
I am whole and complete now
I am empty and eternal
Alive
Awake
Ground becomes holy
Feet centered
Death enter
Ohm
Eyes open
Life reawake.

January 31, 2007
7:41PM
Brick NJ

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